i remember moving
as a child breaking a toy that wasnt mine on the last day in the house id known
where i poked holes in the bed with my brother and i was spanked
and sitting in the car watching the frames put up to the house where i would grow up in
and i remember standing on the ladder talking to my brother
and the older kids saw me from a window in my underwear
and i remember leaving that home
and crying about my doll
and listening in the room when my dad cried about love and i touched the floppy disk and it didnt work and i cried then too